it's getting cold

taking a bath makes no sense
nobody cares if i stink
besides, it's cold
i know you don't care at all

the colder it gets
the more i feel you're away
can i have a sweater on?
because i know i can't have some of your tight hugs anymore

farther and farther
i have to keep a hoodie on
wear socks on bed
and curl up under the thick sheets
because your getting cold.

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anak ng! ano ba yan?! ano ba namang klaseng english yan?! di bagay!
this was written at engineer's hill, in my 2nd 2d last home room in a small and old boarding house that seemed to be lonely and i just felt she is really getting cold. or i think were on a fight that night i wrote this stupidity. tamang gusto ko magsulat wala namang maisulat sapapel kaya naging ganito......

salamat

tears are falling
and i'll wipe it all by myself
i thought it wouldn't hurt
if i'll give my heart to you

i can't breathe
you're grasping me too tight
tears are now falling
all i had were my hands to wipe it off

i've learn that you're my life
cause i know i can't live without you
i thought you'll never let me go
and i know you won't
because you're holding my heart

after i've given everything
i've never thought
that you'll eventually let me go
it never crossed my mind
that you'll crash my bleeding heart
and shoot my head with a deadly gun

now, so much for being pathetic
i know i've learned
how to wipe my tears by myself
thank you for teaching me how.

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written last february 21, 2008. habang umiiyak ako sa brookside dahil nagloko siya. ouch!

mc arthur

hahahah! darn! demmit! i'm back from the graves of somewhere.

i'll be posting again and again. i miss blogging.

i miss blogging what u call stupidity.

Dito sa Metrowlk

dalawang oras naka-upo
dito sa metrowalk
walang magawa
walang mapuntahan.

nilalamig sa lugar na madilim
sa 'king mundo ako'y nananabik
naliligaw ako ng landas
tulungan ako mahanap ang wakas

walang maka-usap
para ako tga-ibang planeta
asan nang mga ka-baro ko?
mga naka-itim na tao?

tulungan mo ako dito
hindi ko mahanap ang pinto
palabas sa ibang mundo
pabalik sa 'king palasyo
pabalik sa 'king barung-baro

Together

Together

Before, we used to be together
All day we spend with one another
Talking things we both like
Laughing at those people passing by

I remember those days
That you and I used to do,
Cut classes, got slow and high
Eat chicken wings and share our cokes

I miss those days of my life
When you’re always around
Do the same old things together
Talk over the phone all night

Pass me by in front the school gate
Call me; let me go with you all day
Hang out at the park side
Hit some joint from some friends

I miss those days
That we used to spent our days
Letting the time pass us,
Just to make it that we’re together

Friendster

Freindster

Matagal nang panahon
Na ikaw ay nilimot
Lumipas ang apat na taon
Na wala akong balita sayo

Nalimutan na nga talaga kita
Sa loob ng apat na taon wala na.
Tuluyan na kitang nalimutan
Nang hindi ko namamalayan

Akala ko hindi na talaga tayo magkikita
Wala nang paraan para pagtagpuin pa
Kahit sa telepono malabo..
Pero isang araw, biglang nag-iba ikot ng mundo

Chi-nek ko freindster ko
Namasyal sa friends ng highschool friend ko
Di inaasahan, ako’y nagulat
Nang makita kita sa friendster ni Sarah

Ako’y nabigla
Sa nakita ‘di makapaniwala
Invite kita
Maalala mo pa kaya?

-last poem na nagawa ko for book1,
mga kalokohan nijuanchi

Scar

Scar

May sugat ako
Masakit pa, kumikirot
Kase tinulak mo ko.
Sinasadya mo ba yon?
Natulak? O tinulak?

Nahulog ako, di mo ako sinalo.
Yan tuloy! Nadapa ako!
Agua oxinada, betadine at bulak,
Hindi mo manlang ako binilhan.
Gamot na pampagaling,
Ako lang lahat bumili

Ako gumamot sa sugat na ‘yong bigay
Nananadya ka ba?
Imbis na ako gumamot,
Iniwan mo akong nakalugmok.

Kailan kaya ito hihilom?
Kailan mawawala ang kirot?
Dugong tumagas dahil sayo

Sana sa pag galing
Hindi na sumakit
Sana walang maiwang marka
Sa sugat na iyong ginawa

Same Old Dreams

My Same Old Dreams

I can’t remember
How many cigars I’ve smoked
How many songs I’ve played and listened
Spending my time thinking ‘bout you

So weird that I dreamed I’m with you
Happy together doin’ just right
Letting the time pass by
Until the whole day ends up

Sleepover my crib nor yours
Close our eyes, open it the next day
Have you beside me
Day or night, look at the moon

Eat, get high together
I’d do everything for you
Just to let this all happen
Ai that my day dreaming would stop

I’m praying that one day
My time would come
That you would see me
Slowly let me be a part of you

Lutang

Lutang

Nananaginip ng gising
Nag-e-emote pag lasing
Ika’y na sa’king tabi
Nakikitagay, nakikiyosi

Sabay tayo umuwi
Pati sa pag tulog tayo’y magkatabi
Pinagmamasdan ang ‘yong pagpikit,
Hinihintay ang yakap mong mahigpit

Pag-gising sa umaga
Sabay mag a-almusal
Pagkatapos, magsusunog ng baga
Magkkwentuhan, magpapalipas oras

Sasapit ang gabi
Kinakausap ang mga bituin
Na sana maulit muli
Na ika’y makasama’t makapiling

Napaka sarap isipin
Kaya lang ako’y nananaginip ng gising
Kapiling ko dito ay yosing may sindi
Iniisip ka bawat hitit
Na nagbibigay ngiti sa ‘king mga labi

Sabik

Sabik

Hindi makapaghintay
Ako’y sabik na sabik na
Inaabangan ang araw ng Miyerkules,
Ang araw na muli kang makikita

Minamadali ang lahat
Masigurado lang na masilayan ka
Pakiramdam ko ako’y lumilipad
Sa mga oras na nakikita ka

Mga galaw at ngiti
Hindi na lilimutin
Pagkat ito ang dahilan
Bakit ako sayo natuluyan

Sa twing nakikita ka
Hinihiling na wag na sana matapos ang palabas
Dahil ayokong maghintay na naman ng isang linggo
At magsakripisyo’t pagtitiisan titigan ang larawan mo

Bakit nga ba?

Bakit nga ba?

Bakit ganito? Hindi ko alam
Ganyan ako sayo, hindi naman kita mahal
Lagi kitang hinahanap pero di mo naman ako kilala
Pinag-aaksayahan ka ng oras,
Naghihintay na baka may mangyare pa

Hindi naman tayo pero nagsasakripisyo ako sayo
Hinihintay matapos graduation mo,
hinihintay makita ng nanay mo.
Hinahanap na ako na amin
Hindi ko lang pinapansin

Mas bata ka saken
Pero ayoko ng mas bata saken
Hindi ko alam kung mahalaga ka sa akin
Alam ko naming wala akong dating

Hindi kita Makita
Hinahanap-hanap ka
Lumilingon kung saan saan
Baka sakaling Makita ako ng nanay mo
At maging okey ang ikot ng mundo ko

Say It

Say It

Say you want me
Say you need me
Say you’ll miss me
Miss me when I’m gone

Say you’ll cry for me
And never gunna hurt me
I know you don’t love me
But you can say it anyway

Say you like me
Though you like someone
Someone like me?
I don’t think so

Say things you want to say
Say it before it’s too late
I’m really waiting for ir
But too bad, too sad
You’re so slow! Someone already ripped you off
Darn! I’m still waiting pa naman!

- may friend ka na halos sobrang close kayo na halos pag yung ibang tao nakikita kayo e akala nila kayo. Lagi ka pa inaalagaan, inaasikaso nung friend mong yun tpos yung iba nyo k-barkada nagpapaalam sayo kung kailangan nila yung k-close mo na yun hanggang sa na- inlab kana dun sa k-close mong yun dahil sa kakaalaga chka sobrang lambing and sweet sayo..

sabay sa kalagitnaan ng masasayang momento nyo e may isa kang ka-barkada na nagtapat sayo na di mo naman gusto.. e dka pa nagtatapat dun sa gusto mo at alam nya gusto mo din tong dumating kaya pinagsisiksikan ka rin nya dun sa nagtapat sayo na ayaw mo naman..

alam mo yun? Feeling mo gusto ka din nya, M.U na kyo nung friend mo pero nagpapaka-slow lng kyo prho, kunwari 100% friends lang kayo. Basta! Yun bang prho na kayo happy sa isa’t isa, pagmagkasama kayo?
syempre nasira sa yung time nyo being with each other nung k-close mong yon dahil sa dumating na to na sobrang wrong timing…. Dba? You’re so slow kasi!!!! Naunahan kana 2loy!!!!

STOP!

STOP!

Stay out of my head
I don’t want to remember
Those things in the past
That makes me weak

Get out of my mind
Before it’ll make a mess
And will never end
My endless miserable life

Leave my life alone
Stop haunting me
Stop whispering inside my ear
And please don’t go back anymore

Remove this mark you’ve left
Because I don’t want to think about it anymore
Go away, hope it would go
Monsters that keeps on running thru my head

80th

80th

Though you’re not the brightest star in the sky
Still you’re the brightest star I see
And even if you’re not the brightest star,
You’ll always be the brightest one for me

Though I don’t see you often
I’ll still wait for you every night
Even everyday just to see your smile..
Although it’ll take a quite long time

You’re the star I really wanted to reach,
The star that lights up my darkest sky
And colors up my black and white life
By just one look up into the sky

Though it’ll take a very long time
To reach you, hold you and have you near me,
Have those smile and you in my hands
I’ll wait patiently for a long time

Though people would say I’m a fool
Crazy for dreaming to own a star,
Waiting for a star to fall down
I’d still wait for it to fall
For I’ll wish to have
that not-so bright star personally mine

-80th kc pang 80 tong nagawa kong to dun sa book1

The Wrong Me

The Wrong Me

I thought you’d be the one
Who’ll stay and never leave
The hoe that soon
Will be my one and only boo
…but I was wrong

I thought that you’d give me a chance
To show you what I’ve got
To show you my nice side
To show you how I really feel
…but I was wrong

I thought there’d come a time
That I’d be tha luckiest kid around
Who’ll ride beside you inside your wheels
And drive me crazy over your love
…but I was wrong

I thought all of these
Would come into reality
But as into the real world,
I am really wrong about…
…fallin’ inluv with you

Friday

Friday

I saw you last Friday of November
But it was usually incomplete
Because I didn’t have enough time to chat with you
Though I already think of you no more
Since I saw you again, I realized that I missed you

I saw you again, the Friday of December
Where I’m already expecting
Time seeing you is just waste and impossibility
But many things happened to have a reason
That you’ll see me and tell me stories of what’s up with you now

I’m not sure that I’ll see you again
Or maybe got to talk with you for long
Next Friday or those coming Fridays
I don’t have the power to make these true
But I’m hoping for these to happen in reality

Addict

Addict

I don’t need to be stoned
‘cuz you’re the reason why
I can’t sleep at night,
Can’t eat every meal and loss my appetite
I don’t need some jutes,
Nor cocaine, joint or blunt
‘cuz you’re the reason why
I got to fly so high
Ecstacy is not a need for me
Whenever you’re around,
Come near me, talk to me
and my batteries wouldn’t drain

I don’t need to take drugs
‘cuz you’re already enough
to make me high and satisfied…
there would be no side effects
‘cuz I know it’s safe to use you as a drug.
I don’t care if they’d say I’m addict,
‘cuz I’m really an addict,
I’m so addicted to you,
Addicted to use a drugs like you

I don’t have to roll and light up a ganja,
Puff it up and pass it to a friend.
I don’t want to puff the real ganja
‘cuz I want you to be the hemp
I’ll be puffin’ and smokin’ up
And just forget about passing it to a friend
I can change cannabis sativa
To 1-4-3 like a scientific word for those
I’ll try to leave that pot
And find a way and spot in your heart

You’re the plant I planted in my life
And you’re the leaf that grown in my heart
I want you to be the doobie doo of my life
‘cuz you are the perfect drug I’ve ever loved,
the perfect drug that I have knew

-most abused masterpiece i made.

Stay with me

Stay with me

Stay with me until the sun goes down,
Until my eyes close and my pants got dirty
Don’t leave me alone here, together with the dried leaves
Falling down the old tree that we used to stay

Stay with me until Spanky comes,
The show ends and the clock strikes at 12
Don’t leave me alone if you’re with someone,
Left me at that side, talk with myself alone all night
Stay with me until I got my own car,
Afford myself a house and have my own band.
Be with me until I throw away Batman,
Spend more time with me,
Until I learn a lot of things from you

Stay with me until the sun sets up,
Until I go to school,
Until my pens ink run out,
Until the last song ends.
Be there until my dreams end.
Wake me up and make me realize
That it’s only a fairy tale that I’m wishing could happen

Tama na! -2la?

Tama na!

Naglalakad patungong eskwela
Napalingon don at nakita
Basura’t dumi kung sansan nakakalat
Tinapo’t hinagis ng mga tao sa lansangan

Pagsakay ko ng jeepney
Pagtingin ko sa tubig,
Ubod ng itim at dumi
Na dati rati’y malinaw at malinis

Mahuhuli na ‘ko sa klase
Pano naman ubod ng trapik!
Ang rungis ko na pagpasok sa eskwela
Pano lahat ng usok sa daan na sa akin na

Kailan matatapos?
Kailan mauubos?
Mga ganitong senaryo
Sa ‘king kinatatayuang mundo

Tama na, tigil na!
Masyadong wala sa oras
Mahuhuli na pala ko sa class ko
Kaya tama na reklamo, tama na kwento

Araw ng Huwebes

Araw ng Huwebes

Naghihintay sa wala
Nagmumukhang tanga
Wala manlang akong alam
Na umuwi ka na pala

Umalis ka, ‘di manlang nagpaalam
‘di ka manlang bumusina
sa pagdaan nyo sa ‘ming tambayan
na malapit lang sa may labasan

hinihintay kitang dumaan
hindi kase kita nakita kaninana
lungkot tuloy ako nung nalaman ko na
umuwi’t umalis ka na pala

nagulat ako nung tinanong ko si shoti
alas syete na pala kayo umuwi
nakalimutan ko nga pala kanina
coding pala kayo tuwing araw ng huwebes

-unang tula para kay 22t