Tuesday, January 26, 2010

pa-singkit!







----see you in my dreams. see you on the first Saturday of FEB..



---salamat ate trish for the outsomething pix from tiktokrock!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Pressure-Company of thieves


I am angry all the time
No one's fault but mine
Tell me how you fashion kind
When you're out of style?

And I've tried hard to answer
All the questions that you've posed
Tell me now how should I care
When I feel so alone
And so unloved

The pressure is rising
I mean it, it's binding
I've been compromising for you
The pressure is rising
I mean it, it's binding
I've been compromising for you, you

When you come home really late at night
Ripe to pick a fight
I know just the kind you'd like
So come on and bite

And I try hard to answer
All the punches that you've thrown
Tell me now how should I fair
When I feel so unloved
And so alone

The pressure is rising
I mean it, it's binding
I've been compromising for you
The pressure is rising
I mean it, it's binding
I've been compromising for you, you

The pressure is rising
I've been compromising for you
I'm waiting at the bus stop in the morning
And it's pouring

I am waiting at the bust stop for you
Staring at walls with closed doors
And a key that won't work
Sure helps the time pass by
Saying I'm wrong when I'm wrong
And knowing it's the right thing
Sure helps the thoughts in my mind

Staring at walls with closed doors
And a key that won't work
Sure helps the time pass by
Saying I'm wrong when I'm wrong
And knowing it's the right thing
Sure helps the thoughts in my mind

The pressure is rising
I mean it, it's binding
I've been compromising for you, you, you
The pressure is rising
I mean it, it's binding
I've been compromising for you, you, you

Ohhhhhh
I am waiting at the bus stop
In the morning, and it's pouring
I am waiting at the bus stop
In the morning, and it's pouring

I am waiting at the bus stop for you

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Agawan Base-Peryodiko

Sakaling magbalik sa iyo
Pagkatapos magpalit-anyo ang paligid
Sa ’sang gilid may mga matang nagmamasid
At nag-aabang ng bagong laro

Alam ko, alam ko
Pagbabayaran ko
Ang nakalimutang tagpo
Pagbabayaran ko

Sa tuwing umaalis at tuwing bumibitaw
Ang puso ko’y nagsusumigaw
Nagpapanggap mang nakangiti pa rin
Dala ang iyong habilin
Ang puso ko’y nagsusumigaw
Nagsusumigaw

Sakaling magpalit anyo ang ngayon
Magagamot ba ang pait ng kahapon
Pagsisisi’y nakaukit sa naguumpugang bato
Eto na kaya ang bagong laro

Alam ko, alam ko
Pagbabayaran ko
Hanggang sa dulo ng tagpong ito
Pagbabayaran ko

Sa tuwing umaalis at tuwing bumibitaw
Ang puso ko’y nagsusumigaw
Nagpapanggap mang nakangiti pa rin
Dala ang iyong habilin
Ang puso ko’y nagsusumigaw
Nagsusumigaw


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Bakit ba kasi naimbento pa ni God ang mga singkit?! part2




sarah marco with sarah gaugler haha!

buti na lang wala kang tatoo(singkit) kundi....

buti elitista ka, para dina ma-hypnotize....

buti na lang may anak ka na...


binuhay mo ko sa pangarap..hahahah.

maligayang pasko.

..mike shih, sabihin mo teks niya ko...


>>>>>>>pero yun lang, DJ ka naman..hayy...

Bakit ba kasi naimbento pa ni God ang mga singkit?!











hindi ka lang singkit...rockstar ka na, DJ ka pa...

bakit ba kasi namulat ang mga dilat na mata sa mga singkit?

Thursday, November 26, 2009

H.A.T.E. U


Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us
And we changed
And you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried
How'd our fairy tale just end up this way?

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring
Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye?

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
Oooh

This was a love
That no one
Not no one
Could explain
And I wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
And watch us every night
Want to pause it but I can't make it stay

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring
Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye?

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
Oooh

No need to call my phone
Because I changed my number today
And matter fact I think I'm moving away (away)
Sorry the frustrations got me feelin' a way
And I just keep having one last thing to say
And I just want to hold you, touch you, feel you
Be Near you, I Miss you babe babe babe (babe babe babe)
I am tired of tryin to fake through
But there is nothing I can do
Boy I can't wait to hate you

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low that there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you babay
Oooh

-nice one dude. thanks for sharin' this psp song from mc. mmm...wonderin' wala na ba kayo ulit o emo kalang talaga? and why the hekk youre teksting again like were so casual. what were doing yesterday is so bawal if youre still commited and i'll be one of the kindest sinner again, accidentally.

--hephep. what a psp song! hope u got to see this post. u know who you are. thats you and me. years ago. not anymore. youve ruined everything but what can i say? it's all been done

>>for you,
This was a love
That no one
Not no one
Could explain
And I wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
And watch us every night
Want to pause it but I can't make it stay

Monday, November 23, 2009

Always-Saliva


I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all of these things
That you would probably hide!
Am I your one and only desire?
Am I the reason you breathe,
Or am I the reason you cry?

Always, always, always,
Always, always, always,
I just can't live without you!

I love you!
I hate you!
I can't get around you!
I breathe you,
I taste you!
I can't live without you!
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you!

(Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you)

I feel, like you don't want me around
I guess I'll pack all my things
I guess I'll see you around
It's all, been bottled up till now
As I walk out your door
All I can hear is the sound!

Always, always, always,
Always, always, always
I just can't live without you!

I love you,
I hate you,
I can't get around you!
I breathe you,
I taste you,
I can't live without you!
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you.

I love you,
I hate you,
I can't live without you.

I wrap my hand around your heart,
Why would you tear my world apart?

Always, always, always, always.

I see, the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel, more like a man?
Was it all, just a part of your plan?
The pistol's shakin' in my hands
And all I hear is the sound!

I love you,
I hate you,
I can't live around you!
I breathe you,
I taste you,
I can't live without you!
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you.

I love you,
I hate you,
I can't live without you!
I love you,
I hate you,
I can't live without you.
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I pick myself off the floor,
And now I'm done with you.

Always,
Always,
Always.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

You Wanted MOre


You Wanted More

Love is tragic
Love is bold
You will always do what you are told

Love is hard
Love is strong
You will never say that you were wrong

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there

Love is color
Love is loud
Love is never saying you're too proud

Love is trusting
Love is honest
Love is not a hand that holds you down

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there

I gotta pick me up when I am down
I gotta get my feet back on the ground
I gotta pick me up when I am down

(Solo)

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer

To a love that isn't there

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer

You wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
From a life that I can't live

--sa wakas nahanap ko rin after ten years of singing this in the wrong words haha! still like this since gradeschool until now..

zapped!

testbooklet

masasabi mo pa ba?
na tayo'y okey pa?
dapat di na pagpilitan,
ang ating mga katwiran.

may magagawa kaya?
sa pagpatak ng luha,
bakit di magawang iwanan?
ang tinalikuran kong pintuan..

ngunit ramdam ko ang sakit,
ang ipinagkait ng langit!

kahit di na magpaalam,
alam kong ikaw ay lilisan,
pagkat di na kakayanin
na makita kang lumuluha

kahit di na magpaalam,
alam kong ikaw ay lilisan,
pagkat di na kakayanin
na ang lungkot at pighati
ay sukdulan na

masasabi ko na nga
na tapos na talaga
wag na nating ipagpilitan
ang mga kasinungalingan

mata ko'y ayaw umamin
na ito'y labag sa damdamin
ngunit dahil mahal kita
ikaw ay kusang pinalaya

ngunit ramdam ko ang sakit,
ang ipinagkait ng langit!

kahit di na magpaalam,
alam kong ikaw ay lilisan,
pagkat di na kakayanin
na makita kang lumuluha

------------and so much sure and very much damn sure that i'll not gonna be dead posting this. i should know. there's no one around right?

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Don't Go Away

Cold and frosty morning,
There's not a lot to say,
About the things caught in my mind,
And as the day was dawning,
My plane flew away,
With all the things caught in my mind,

I don't wanna be there when your, coming down,
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind,
Damn my education I can't find the words to say,
With all the things caught in my mind,

I don't wanna be there when your, coming down, I
don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

Me and you whats going on,
All we seem to know is how to show,
The feelings that I wrote.
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

And dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
So Don't Go Away.

Luna

What moonsongs
Do you sing your babies?
What sunshine do you bring?

Who belongs
Who decides who's crazy
Who rights wrongs where others cling?

I'll sing for you
If you want me to
I'll give to you
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break

I go along
Just because I'm lazy
I go along to be with you

And those moonsongs
That you sing your babies
Will be the songs to see you through

I'll hear your song
If you want me to
I'll sing along
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
With you
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
I'm
I'm so in love
I'm in love with you

Mayonnaise

Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it, doomed
Pick your pocket full of sorrow
Run away with me tomorrow, June

We'll try and ease the pain
Somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go

I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary, dream
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils scream

And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

Mother, weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
Cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling so bad

When I can, I will
Words defy the plans
When I can, I will

Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this

No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

Sunday, October 18, 2009

meet me halfway

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, what's up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes I'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl what's up, what's up, what's up, what's up

Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway... way

Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, I'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and I, for you and I, for for you and I,
For for you and I, for for you and I, for you and I

Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Thursday, October 15, 2009

love hurts

Tonight we drink to youth 
And holding fast to truth 
I don't want to lose what I had as a boy  

My heart still has a beat 
But love is now a feat  
As common as a cold day in LA  

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder, 
is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts 
But sometimes it's a good hurt 
And it feels like I'm alive

Love sings 
When it transcends the bad things 
Have a heart and try me 
Cause without love I won't survive  

I'm fettered and abused 
I stand naked and accused 
Should I surface this one man submarine?  
I only want the truth 
So tonight we drink to youth 
I'll never lose what I had as a boy  

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder 
is there a spell that I am under 
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?  

Love hurts 
But sometimes it's a good hurt 
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings 
When it transcends the bad things 
Have a heart and try me 
Cause without love I won't survive  
Without love I won't survive  
Love hurts 
But sometimes it's a good hurt 
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings 
When it transcends the bad things 
Have a heart and try me 
Cause without love 
I won't survive  
Love hurts 
Love hurts 
Without love 
I won't surivive 
Love hurts 
Love hurts 
Without love I won't survive

Sunday, October 04, 2009

theme of the team


Not An Addict

Breathe it in and breathe it out
And pass it on, it's almost out
We're so creative, so much more
We're high above but on the floor

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side

The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
(Nothing means a thing to me)

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)

Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling.

It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel...
It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive
If you don't have it you're on the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
I'm not an addict...

Charlotte-kittie


So, Im Nothing.
You Took Something From Me, Now You've Dissapeared.
You're Right Where I Want You.
You Said You Wanted It, Alright.

No! it's Not Alright (3x)
No...

Now I'm Something, And Your Head Is In My Closet.
Dead Forever, They'll Never Search It...

Out Of Sight No! it's Not Alright (3x)
No...
I'm Cold, So Cold, Ohh, Ohh (2x)
If i Find It (2x)
NO! NO WAY! (4x)

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

uuwi ka pa ba jackass?





namimiss ko na ang sarili ko. kahit pabalikin ko sha sa dati, mahirap at malabo na rin.

kung nakapag-aral ka na ng liksyon, hindi mo na maibabalik ang kamangmangan mo sa lahat ng bagay na hindi mo alam dati na alam mo na ngayon.

nakabuti ba ang pagalis ko sa katauhang ito? o nakasama?

napahamak na ba ako? o nailigtas ang sarili?

nakalaya na nga ba talaga ako? kung oo, eh ano pang tawag sa mga araw na yan na masasabi ngang tunay nga akong malaya.

makakabalik pa kaya ako sa dati? o may magsasalba pa sakin bago ako makabalik sa tunay na ako.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

tired


alam ko malabo na kami.
andyan na ex nya
pero bakit??

hindi naman sha maganda
pero ewan bakit para akong nilason
bakit ko nagwa yun at narealize na ok naman pala sha

naging tanga na anmana ako, pero this time sa batang pangit.
grabe. feeling ko bumalik lahat ng karma skn
naghahabol ako sa wala para sa pangit puta

ewan ko rin, naiinis ako sknya
parang pakipot
pero putangina pinagkakalat naman yung mga ginawa ko


i don't know if she boasts it na kahit ganun sha ginalaw ko sha?
shit. bakit kelangan ikalat nagmumukha akong manyak sa mga tao
tapos magsusumbong pa sa mga sinabi kong joke lang naman.

ano? handa bko sa ganitong klaseng babae
kakayanin ko ba?
magbabago bko para sa wala kasi mahirap baguhin ang isang chi kung walang motivation at walang pinaglalaanan.
kaya ko ba ang makitid pa sa utak ni hitler na utak ng babae?
kaya ko ba tiisin pms at pagiging bata nya?
kung sakali, kaya ko ba sha iharap sa mga kaibigan at pamilya ko?
kaya ko nga ba makipagsabayan sa lifestyle nya?
kaya ko ba na wlang bisyo yung taong yun?
kaya ko ba na pigilan magyosi at pigilan ang amoy ng yosi na kumapit skn?

kaya ko ba ugali nya?
sensiivity at ugali nya?
shit.
susuko na ba ako?
ayoko umasa dahil masama yun.
talong talo nko.

gusto ko na lang umalis sa katawan ko mmaya kahit mahirap.
atleast yun isang hirap na lang, di yung ganitong buhay nga ako, arw2 naman hirap.

pagod nko.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

smother me

Smother Me
Let me be the one who calls you baby  All the time  Surely you can take some comfort  Knowing that you're mine  Just hold me tight, lay by my side  and let me be the one who calls you  Baby all the time   I found my place in the world  Could stare at your face for the rest of  my days  Now I can breathe, turn my insides out  and Smother me  Warm and alive I'm all over you  would you smother me?   Let me be the one who never leaves  You all alone  I hold my breath and lose the feeling  That I'm on my own (leaves me all alone)  Hold me too tight stay by my side  and let me be the one who calls you  Baby all the time(all the time)   I found my place in the world  Could stare at your face for the rest of   my days  Now I can breathe, turn my insides out  and Smother me  Warm and alive I'm all over you  would you smother me?(4X- smother me)   When I'm alone time goes so slow  I need you here with me  and how my mistakes have led  Your heart break  Still I need you here with me  So Baby I’m, Baby I'm here   Now I can breathe, turn my insides out  and Smother me(smother me)  Warm and alive I'm all over you  would you smother me?(don’t let me be alone)   Now I can breathe, turn my insides out  and Smother me(smother me)  Warm and alive I'm all over you  would you smother me?(3X smother me)  Let me be the one who calls you baby  All the time  Let me be the one who calls you baby  All the time  Let me be the one who calls you baby  the one who calls you baby.  

Friday, August 28, 2009

Dirty Littlt Secret


Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret


Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

...............................................................................................................................................
I am again, a dirty little secret..