it's getting cold

taking a bath makes no sense
nobody cares if i stink
besides, it's cold
i know you don't care at all

the colder it gets
the more i feel you're away
can i have a sweater on?
because i know i can't have some of your tight hugs anymore

farther and farther
i have to keep a hoodie on
wear socks on bed
and curl up under the thick sheets
because your getting cold.

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anak ng! ano ba yan?! ano ba namang klaseng english yan?! di bagay!
this was written at engineer's hill, in my 2nd 2d last home room in a small and old boarding house that seemed to be lonely and i just felt she is really getting cold. or i think were on a fight that night i wrote this stupidity. tamang gusto ko magsulat wala namang maisulat sapapel kaya naging ganito......

salamat

tears are falling
and i'll wipe it all by myself
i thought it wouldn't hurt
if i'll give my heart to you

i can't breathe
you're grasping me too tight
tears are now falling
all i had were my hands to wipe it off

i've learn that you're my life
cause i know i can't live without you
i thought you'll never let me go
and i know you won't
because you're holding my heart

after i've given everything
i've never thought
that you'll eventually let me go
it never crossed my mind
that you'll crash my bleeding heart
and shoot my head with a deadly gun

now, so much for being pathetic
i know i've learned
how to wipe my tears by myself
thank you for teaching me how.

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written last february 21, 2008. habang umiiyak ako sa brookside dahil nagloko siya. ouch!